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Thursday, April 5, 2007

hello. :D

been busy this week, so only get to blog today. i've been sleeping later than usual these days due to stupid homework. in other words, i'm tired.

so i'll start from yesterday, since i forgot what happened the days before that.

wednesday.
had to go to school at 7.30 because of the paraliturgy session. bored. keep switching from powerpoint to clip, powerpoint to clip, was damn annoyed by that. chemistry, emaths were boring. amaths was total shitness. i don't want you to teach laaa. you fking can't teach. and your voice is irritating. like really. and now all because of you, i can't do half the questions for the homework. thanks a lot. english was boring. physics spa was disasterous. i was one of the few who completed last and i bet all the things that i've written down is wrong. cca-ed and homed with yanping and amira.

today.
i going to flunk my physics test. easy your head lah. literature's boring, and there's like homework. AGAIN. wasted chinese period again because she just wants to vent her anger at us. and she's drinking water like she's drinking wine like that. pity, you should've seen it. recess-ed and next up was cd. then cme. so not productive at all. oh oh, i'm happy today! because i didn't get booked for grooming. wooo. i was like busy cutting my nails at the back and adjusting my belt and all. wenling's such a nice person to lend me her nail clipper and yvonne for lending me a bigger one and helping me to adjust my belt. wooo. i'm happy. so okay, nvm. cme was just writing some reflection stuff, bored stiff. emaths was more practicing and school ends soon. home-d with belinda and grace after that. didn't feel like staying whatsoever.

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life's bad. i'm getting emo again. shit.
sometimes you might not mean it(or do you),
but what you said were really really really hurting.
faking ignorance isn't going to help,
laughing it off isn't an easy thing to do.
i don't know how much long can i do that.

it's not easy telling yourself to be positive,
and that tomorrow will be a better day.
when it's not.
it's hard trying to let you treat me like everybody else,
when you just won't.

you always think that i can handle it,
but deep down inside i can't.
i wanted so much to cry out loud,
to let you see that this is the real me.

ahhhh, like what am i talking about. fking shit.
i hate my fucking life.

and fking haloscan isn't working, urghh.

4:09 PM


and yet another meaningless post.